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Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:04:43 GMT

haven't updated this thing in ages.. well let's see. this summer has been a lot of good times.. seriously one of the fastest though..

i surfed for the first time, i ran my first 5k , i kayaked, swam a lot, spent days at the beach, star gazed, adventures, bbqs, just overall good times...

mike leaves on friday morning for school at URI.. i've never been so sad. i know life will be completely different after he leaves.. it's only 3 hours away , but i'm taking full time classes and working so it's not going to be that easy to see him but we will!
he's the best thing that's ever happened to me..

other than that i'm not excited for school nor for work, but on a good note jess is coming home from russia on saturday. 2 months to long! i'm so excited.

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:38:51 GMT

life is good.
mike makes me the happiest girl. i couldn't ask for anyone more perfect. i'm so in love with him.
only 2 weeks left of work, then week off and driving to florida with jess.. lots of relaxing for a week.. when we come back jess leaves for russia again and i have off saturday, sunday monday and tuesdays for the summer and plan on enjoying those days to the fullest!! :)

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 01:34:28 GMT

i seriously need to leave new jersey or i'm going to explode

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 20:50:21 GMT

wow, i haven't updated in so long.. i don't think any one even goes on livejournal anymore anywyas.. but! update. lfie is gooood..went to new york yesterdya with mike and jes.s. met up with ryan and josh k. saw the tree and walked around, chilled in startbucks cause we were pretty much frozen.. together we paid freakin 75 to get there cause the lady charged us all 5 surcharge cuse there was a big line at the station and the train came..so lame.. got home arund 1130 then i went to mikes fo a while, home to bed! i can't beleive christmas is in 10 days, i have bought like 2 things and have no money.. goodness. im getting a car radio installed todayl im so siked. i haven been riding arund in silence for like 7 months.. its nice at first, but im so ready for some music. going to Massuchusetts for christmas, jess n mike are going to russia for 2 weeks.hmmmmm matt pond is so amazing, i can't stop listening to him.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:36:56 GMT

weeoo.
yag retreat this weekend was soo good. it was right on the delaware river right by where the bridge we jumped off a couple weeks ago. weird we were right there. no washington dc tomorrow cause nether jess's car or mine will make it.. we we were going to take the train but it's too much money for just one day.. muth math and eisely show is sold out. so disappointing! we waited too long to get tickets.. i'm not looking forward to a full week of school and work like every week .. i wish my weekends would last longer.dksjlfsfjsdflsjfslfls

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 14:37:08 GMT

i really want to get out of this state
the saving has started

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 22:10:55 GMT

summer's over and i can't even believe it. it went by so fast and i feel like i did nothing!
back to work tomorrow, classes start on thursday. sfjdsfjsjl it's going to be busy.

my mind is all over the place, one minute i'm happy the next ,upset. i don't know what to think or what to do
I NEED TO CHILL

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 02:47:04 GMT

i can't explain how i feel but i feel like this a lot and i don't like it.
it's the end of summer which is depressing.
last week of work, then a week off then it's starts again. jess comes back on Tuesday. s o o o o excited sfkdsfs!

september should be a good month:

-Martha's Vineyard roadtrip!!!
-shiny toy guns in new york
-my 19th birthday

i'm tired as usual. goodnight

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 22:15:47 GMT

new eisely is freakin' amazing, i can't stop listening!

sister i'm all you've got!11!!!

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 19:37:50 GMT

ahhh life is okay! this summer has been lots of friends, beach, sun, swimmin' running, bike rides, cuddling and i'm content ehhh actually when jess comes back i'll be content..
everyone is leaving in september. not me! i wish.. i'll be at the same old job doin the same old things ,taking classes. BOOOO

florida soon wit katie!
martha's vineyard roadtrip in september
ohio and colorado november!

more ore more moe more?

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 20:28:10 GMT

i miss several people a lot.

i need a good laugh

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 21:48:58 GMT

beach snuggling, super troopers, man in the woods!, toothlessss dinosaur kisses.

oh . :)

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 21:43:26 GMT

sleeping on the beach and then waking up to the sunrise is probably the best thing ever.
i am so confused to as of what is going on right now though.

jess leaves tomorrow, i'm going to cry at the airport, :(

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 15:51:29 GMT

okay wow! i have a lot to update.. umm so the roadtrip was awesome! we camped at my grandparents in massachusetts.. we went to kenebuca, maine, and then to portland maine.. we had portland pie which is the best pizza around.. then we took a ferry to peaks island, rented bikes and explored.. we climbed out onto these rocks and it was gorgeous.. on the way back to MA the brakes went on the van so we had to drive home using the emergency brake, it was quite exciting!! we had lots of fun at night camping and doing fire dances and star gazing.. the next day we took a train to boston and wandered around there.. some things that we wanted to do we couldn't cause things were closed but over all it was good! monday we got the van fixed and headed home and stopped at a zoo in connecticut.. there were cute animals and a crazy bear. it was such a good trip!!

as of now- work starts again for me on july 5th. 2 weeks off has been so nice and going back is going to be depressing.. jess leaves on tuesday for russia.. she's gone for 2 months!! :( jason is also gone to hungary till august! who else is going to leave?!

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 20:56:35 GMT

ah. so i have picked up working 40 hours a week for the past couple of weeks, so i expected a large check.. well i made a lot of money but they took 200 out in taxes! hate that so much.....now i have 7 more days of work, then i'm off for 2 weeks. that will be nice.. also in 7 days is the roadtrip. i'm pretty excited.

sad things are= my grandpa passed away last night. i'm going up there sunday morning till tuesday for the wake and funeral.. last time i went to a funeral i was like 3 and really didn't know what had happened.. unfortuantly i'll know this time. he's in a better place.

Wed, 30 May 2007 04:03:04 GMT

So, things are grand..

roadtrip is final! can't wait. still working on who's car we're taking though. if mike comes we can take his van and then more people can come.. right now only 5 can fit and that's going to be tight since jason's car is small..
we're going to portland, maine as well. ahhhhh. but i just found out today that my grandpa (who's house were camping out at) just went into the hospital. so i'm praying things are going to be okay with him and nothing bad happens.

this weekend is eric's prom that they are organizing.. they are renting out a place, 70's theme and it's just going to be dancing all night to really good music..i'm siked.

Thu, 17 May 2007 01:51:22 GMT

things are good!!

this past weekend was fun,
fun time america, lazer tag and video games
bubble tea with jason and jess then diner with jj and his friends..
beach with katie, mace!

last night was movie night at matt's, we watched pan's labyrinth, what a crazy movie!!!!! i liked it but definitely on the weird side..

this weekend, jess, mike and i are going down south.. the boys have their first show.., then philly on saturday..

june 15th-18th roadtrip in progress to boston!
i don't know where we're staying or anything yet though but i want this to happen!

Wed, 09 May 2007 06:58:46 GMT

frizzzbee is one of my favorite things right now!! jess and i went to target and bought this really large one that might not actually be a frizbee but it's orange and yellow and squishy and it throws like a frizbee..

tonight was good times with jess, jason, mike f, and a bunch of other people.. we played frizbee, then ventured to the diner, then jess, jason and i kicked a soccer ball around and talked for 2 hours. i liked it, it was good.

this week has consisted of a lot of late nights and no sleep; it's 3am so maybe i should do some of that.

Sun, 06 May 2007 05:13:47 GMT

the new shins is amazing. i can't stop listening!

this has been a real chill day, i've felt in a daze all day. maybe cause i'm dosed up on allergy medicine..

i wanna be in a band!

eyes on fiiiiiiah!!!

Fri, 04 May 2007 02:43:28 GMT

ddddead

i was so tired when i got home from work today that i walked in the door, sat on the couch and passed out.. haha when i was walking to my door i honestly felt like i was going to fall over..i haven't felt that tired in along time.
i should be staying home now to catch up on sleep but several of us are going to the spiderman movie premier which starts at 12 tonight.
i haven't even seen previews but everyone says it looks good. we shall seeeeee

Tue, 01 May 2007 04:15:18 GMT

fhsosfjdfjlsdjflks
damien rice is always soo good

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 14:07:57 GMT

good weekend!!

katie and i making a run for it (hahahaha, you know)
ugly cardigans
Saturday=
bike riding down a huge hill into the mud
crazy jungle
napping
scott and his buddies coming down
huge fight in redbank
inkwell
Sunday=
some rocks.
tonzzz of exploring with jj

i'm about to go take a run. later!

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:16:24 GMT

this weekend went way too fast.. i enjoyed it though..i loved the weather..
i wore skirts and dresses and i was so happy..

no washington dc next weekend after all.. i'm bummed, that would of been really sweet.

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:43:03 GMT

things are good..
tuesday i made my way to orb, ended up being a "hang out" night so we didn't stay long.. jimmie, jess, and i walked over to some little store in redbank and got some vanilla cloves since we haven't been able to find them anywhere.. after that we were walking back to the car and i had put the cloves in my back pocket(bad idea)...we were like pretty much out of redbank and i was like the cloves, they're gone!!!!hahha so we drove back and jimmie and i ran and retraced our steps and we found them!haha
we then met up with katie at the inkwell and chilled there for awhile. it was good, good talks.

wednesday consisted of work and then a fun trip to the bookstore. after in there for an hour i got 2 new books... "dogrun by arthur nersesian" (good so far) and "on the road by jack kerouac" i'm excited..
i haven't read a good book in quite some time.
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today was work, then the gym and then katie came over.. we made wheat paste.. which is like permanent glue! it's made out of flour, water, and you mix that in boiling water and it makes an intense glue.it's a lot faster then spraypainting... we then drew all kinds of things and headed out to vandalize!! haahah it's so exciting jumping out of the car and putting them on things.. we did it all over my town. we then went back and took pictures. hahaha here they are
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submarine and mad japanese bear!

octupus!
and well those are the only 2 pictures that came out.. there are lots more, just come to ocean!

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:19:52 GMT

i feel like writing. no one has to read this.

so i woke up feeling miserable today, and i figured that's how the day was going to go.. i had to get fingerprinted for my job at 9 and i found out that i take very good care of my hands and i have very clear finger prints. that may not be a good thing if i ever do anything bad in my life. hahah

after that i went home still feeling miserable and went back to sleep till 11. haha i then went to work...

i've been having problems with one of the ladies that i work with, she's been extremely rude to me and very sarcastic.. i don't really get a long with sarcastic people so she's definitely getting on my bad side.. i don't like her jokes and some of the stuff she says is demeaning to me.
today i tried to ignore her but she still got some comments in.. i wish i was bolder and not so timid sometimes.. i know what i want to say but i can't. one day i'll probably burst. if this continues i don't know, something is going to happen.

anyways i am not so miserable anymore.. i feel pretty good actually.
i've decided i want to pick up some of the hobbies i used to do. and i want to go back to school.
i've put everything off for awhile now.

i'm pretty siked for april 28th..me, jess and several other kids are heading to washington dc to sleep on the streets for the night.. it's a protest to help kids in uganda since uganda is now the number one worst country to live in.. we have to sleep on cardboard with only a sleeping bag, alittle bit of water and saltine crackers so we can experience how they feel.... i've never really been too interested in uganda and stuff butttt i think doing that would be pretty rad to do, plus i've never been to washington dc. if anyone is interested lemme know and you can come!

alright i think i've wrote enough..